My final wish

I just wish for a smile
to submerge all my sorrows in;
just ask for a kind word
to spread on my scalded heart;
want to have a tender look
to rekindle my life
and want to live my life
in a new fashion altogether.

The typhoon of grief whirled around
uprooted my soul from its core,
and then when death knocked on my door
I smiled, and let it in.
Ttender death,most tender of all sorrows
come take me to your heaven.

THE END

The light gets fainter, more blurred
I feel the coldness that holds me;
The starlit night adorned our love
As we laid with even love,
You smiled your way into my heart.
Smile- that wicked grin, thine smile
Of late, that smile ‘as submerged
And a cold glare fills its space.

Dear, as you sit next to me
I feel thy body, cold and hard
Wherefore art that warmth gone
Where those affections?

Night is cold, so is the air
And thine own love;
The coldness has taken over
Love, I shalt leave thee.
Merry be thy world then
Merrier thy sentiments.
When spring shalt sow
Love’s bud will emerge within
No! seek me not, I’m gone
Alongwith the coldness thou hast shown.

The unreachable Nearness

Grooped in the darkness of the night
I gaze out of my wee li’l window
Tiny twinkling lights adorn it;
The stars are on my window
I feel I can touch it,
I raise my hand to feel blankness
Near, yet! Unreachable.

I glance down, fireflies dance merrily
The beauty entangles my total concentration,
I join them in their dance
But they disappear all at once
Near, yet! Unreachable.
On the other side of my bed
Lays my Lord in slumber
His lips parted, a message left unspoken
I draw near to him
But he continues to be lost in dreams
Near, yet! Unreachable.