Dear Selden,
I watched Vivaah today and the song do anjanee ajnabee is still on my lips. I heard your voice, singing that song and I shed silent tears. I miss your presence. I know for you love is but a forgotten dream but I think of you with each beat of my heart. I know this is justice as meted out by destiny. I never knew your heart and the love that radiated from it for me,may be its too late now. But I would like to repeat what you always believed in, love is not for possessing somebody,it is a feeling felt for somebody with flaws et all.
I didn't feel like going to my workplace,so I took a day off and went for a long walk. Walking along the dusty path, many vehicles drove past but least did their presence bother me. My thoughts were totally immersed in my love for you. Dear, I know you'll never understand this heart and never understand the love that this heart feels for you but still I want to write this down so that one day when you eventually love me like I love you ,you will know what love is. Someday, I'll want love to touch you with its blessed hand and may you feel its blessed magic and may it last for all times to come.
Dear, you have draped the windows of your heart with the curtain of silence, yet I try each moment to take a peek into the thick silence perhaps hoping to hear a sigh of breath if not your comforting words. I feel all alone today and I miss you more than ever. Yet I can never ask God to steer the wheel of fate towards our blessed togetherness for I know now you belong to a world more sunnier than I could I ever have given you.All I can do now, is find your words in the songs we liked; see you walk in the pictures we painted in our mind and hear you talk to me in the myriads of life alive near my dead soul.
"Two strangers tied up in a strange soul," I tell myself as I listen to the song for yet another time and smile for I can hear you singing and I blush, timid and in-love all over,for I see you standing right in front of my eyes like the good old days. Well, some memories never ends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wangyel
I watched Vivaah today and the song do anjanee ajnabee is still on my lips. I heard your voice, singing that song and I shed silent tears. I miss your presence. I know for you love is but a forgotten dream but I think of you with each beat of my heart. I know this is justice as meted out by destiny. I never knew your heart and the love that radiated from it for me,may be its too late now. But I would like to repeat what you always believed in, love is not for possessing somebody,it is a feeling felt for somebody with flaws et all.
I didn't feel like going to my workplace,so I took a day off and went for a long walk. Walking along the dusty path, many vehicles drove past but least did their presence bother me. My thoughts were totally immersed in my love for you. Dear, I know you'll never understand this heart and never understand the love that this heart feels for you but still I want to write this down so that one day when you eventually love me like I love you ,you will know what love is. Someday, I'll want love to touch you with its blessed hand and may you feel its blessed magic and may it last for all times to come.
Dear, you have draped the windows of your heart with the curtain of silence, yet I try each moment to take a peek into the thick silence perhaps hoping to hear a sigh of breath if not your comforting words. I feel all alone today and I miss you more than ever. Yet I can never ask God to steer the wheel of fate towards our blessed togetherness for I know now you belong to a world more sunnier than I could I ever have given you.All I can do now, is find your words in the songs we liked; see you walk in the pictures we painted in our mind and hear you talk to me in the myriads of life alive near my dead soul.
"Two strangers tied up in a strange soul," I tell myself as I listen to the song for yet another time and smile for I can hear you singing and I blush, timid and in-love all over,for I see you standing right in front of my eyes like the good old days. Well, some memories never ends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wangyel
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