Akon is almost literally crying with me, singing "Lonely,I'm so lonely,I've nobody of my own..."and it brings more tears in my already welled up eyes. Loneliness in spite of my two daughters screaming their hearts out.There are times in my life when I wish I could just be swallowed whole by the wide opened mouth of sorrows. It's so terrible having to live a life when life is the last thing on your mind. May be I never wanted life to touch my soul but somehow life meant for some other rubbed on me by mistake.
I've basked too many hours of my life in the sun of hoping for a better life someday, but that sun never rises its head above the mountain of my sleeping dreams. Dreams, I had a dream, of love in its purest form kissing my forehead and making me life's blessed few to walk on this place we call mother Earth but the footprints of that blessed feeling has long been washed away by the tide of marriage. Today as I sit shedding tears of hopelessness I realized the futility of living this life.
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